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ludo-love me dead [23 Jul 2008|01:09pm]
Love me cancerously
Like a salt-sore soaked in the sea
'High-maintenance' means
You're a gluttonous queen
Narcissistic and mean

Kill me romantically
Fill my soul with vomit
Then ask me for a piece of gum
Bitter and dumb
You're my sugarplum
You're awful, I love you!

She moves through moonbeams slowly
She knows just how to hold me
And when her edges soften
Her body is my coffin
I know she drains me slowly
She wears me down to bones in bed
Must be the sign on my head
That says, oh
Love me dead! Love me dead!

You're a faith-healer on T.V.
You're an office park without any trees
Corporate and cold
Gushing for gold
Leave me alone

You suck so passionately
You're a parasitic, psycho, filthy creature
finger-bangin' my heart
You call me up drunk
Does the fun ever start?
You're hideous and sexy!

She moves through moonbeams slowly
She knows just how to hold me
And when her edges soften
Her body is my coffin
I know she drains me slowly
She wears me down to bones in bed
Must be the sign on my head
That says, oh
Love me dead! Love me dead!

Wow! Uh!

Love me cancerously
How's your new boy?
Does he know about me?
You've got the mark of the beast
You're born of a jackal! You're beautiful!

She moves through moonbeams slowly
She knows just how to hold me
And when her edges soften
Her body is my coffin
I know she drains me slowly
She wears me down to bones in bed
Wha' 'bout that sign on my head
That says, oh
Love me dead! Love me dead!
Oh, Love me dead!

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[03 Jul 2008|02:09pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I dont know how much longer I'm going to last.

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[31 Mar 2008|12:07pm]
AND....I want to adopt a ferret. :)

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[31 Mar 2008|05:16am]
you know whats fun? I'll tell you whats fun.

reading the past journal entrys from fuckin 2005 is fun. I like the whole "la la la life is sooo good LOL" mentality. I miss those days.

having 4 consecutive shots of jungle juice, followed by some more shots of jack, and some mix drinks made by Justin...is fun. that shit tastes like fuckin candy! I was so proud of myself when I didn't puke, cuz puking is NOT fun.

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fred astaire is drum craaaazzyy [27 Mar 2008|04:53pm]

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dont fuck with an octopus. [27 Mar 2008|10:40am]

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Meg & Dia-Monster [23 Feb 2008|08:54am]
His little whispers
Love Me. Love Me
That's all I ask for
Love Me. Love Me
He battered his tiny fists to feel something.
Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something.

How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window.

That night he caged her
Bruised and broke her
He struggled closer
Then he stole her.
Violet wrists and then her ankles
Silent Pain.
Then he slowly saw their nightmares were his dreams.

How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the windows.
I will
Hear their voices
I'm a glass child
I am Hannah's regret.

How should I feel?
Turn the sheets down
Murder ears with pillow lace.
There's bath tubs
Full of glow flies
Bathe in kerosene
Their words tattoed in his veins.

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[22 Feb 2008|11:06am]

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[25 Jan 2008|10:36am]

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[05 Dec 2007|09:32am]
ew I threw up in my bed. stupid pills.

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[28 Aug 2007|08:15am]
Little angel go away
Come again some other day
The devil has my ear today
I´ll never hear a word you say

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[27 Aug 2007|06:52pm]
[ mood | bored ]

ok ok ok, dont yell at me kids, i know its been a long time since i've updated

life has been good, shakey but good. I dont have a job right now but i dont give a shit cuz i dont need money to have fun all i need is a mountain to climb and a sunrise to watch. plus i have awesome mooching skills that you cant beat. I'm still with zach, i'm on his computer right now. he's amazing and we fight alot but i never want to let him go. I'm on bad terms with my parents because we got into a huge fight and my mom basically called the cops on my ass cause she cant handle her shit and almost got me fuckin arrested. whatever I basically spend all of my time hear and by next week i'll be moving into southern and things will be fucking jolly. friday night me and my awesome friend jeana were driving to zachs house in new haven and we found a fucking puppy walking around in the road. so what do i do? i take it home with me. its so cute and i want to keep it but hamden animal control is going to take it to see if it has an owner and if it doesnt zach might take it for alittle bit. i dont know, i just want it to have a good home. we were thinking of calling the dog dipstick cuz it has a tail that looks like its been dipped in paint, but dipstick seems like a silly name to me cuz its a girl, but whatev i'll just call it dippy.

but yeah, I miss all of my old friends and i hope to see everyone again soon. peace kids.

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DRUNK SURVEY(stolen from d.crutch) [30 Apr 2007|10:24am]

1. When drunk, I tend to:
jump on beds and crawl on the floor

2. Do you talk about Religion or deep meaning thoughts?
no, zach does though

3. Do you Cry?
i dont remember

4. Do you get Angry?
at your mother

5. Do you Vomit?
in bat tupbs

6. After 7 beers you are...?
ew i hate beer

7. After 1 shot of 151 you are?
almost there

8. Your favorite drink is?
bacardi razz or smirnoff green apple

9. Tequila does what to you?
makes me happy

10. Whiskey makes you?
make a funny face

11. Who do you drink with?
friends and zach

12. Vodka makes you?

13. Do you smoke when you drink?
yeah. but i smoke when i'm not drunk too.

14. On the rocks or straight up?
straight up

15. Do you Pass Out?
only once

16. Do you drink girly drinks?

17. Do you drink alone?

18. Worst Drink you have ever had?
grain, but it gets the job done.

19. Do you play drinking games?
i've only played beer pong once but i was damn good at it.

20. Drunk Phone Calls to people?
hahaha yeah i call ppl who i havent seen in awhile.

21. Drink and Drive?
no thanks.

22. Favorite Beer?
i only drink beer when i'm really drunk, and by then i dont give a fuck.

23. What is your favorite shot?
a shot of 151 gets it done.

24. What will you NOT drink?
dunno, i wanna try it all.

25. Are you a lightweight when it comes to drinking?
yeah, but i dont care.

26. Do you like the drinks with the little umbrellas?
yeah they're prettyyy

27. Do you ever drink Bacardi Silver?
i've tried it..i think..

28. Do you like frozen drinks?

29. Do you drink liquor straight?

30. Do you ever drink out of the bottle?

31. Have you ever drank a jagerbomb?
yep, but i dont like jager so i dont wanna do it again.

32. Are you drunk right now?

33. Do you consume more than 2 alcoholic beverages a day?
pssh i wish

34. Do you drink a lot of wine?
yeah. arbor mist is the shit and i just tried this new boones farm wine shit thats pretty tastey. i'm a high class motherfucker.

35. When's the last time you drank?
2 nights ago

36. Have you ever thrown up from drinking?

37. Do you feel horny when you drink?
oo yeah

39. Name someone that will repost this drinking survey:
dont know if anybody reads this shit

40. Ever been streaking while drinking?
no pants time

41. Hot tub/pool naked because of alcohol?

42. Failed any college courses due to alcohol alone?

43. Ever hooked up w/more than 1 person in a night because of alcohol?
hmmmm i don't think i was drinking in those days

44. Ever woken up & said "Dude, where's my car?"

45. Ever carried someone up & down the same flight of stairs due to their drunkenness?
no, but zach carries me sometimes, and i had to assist rachel up a flight of stairs acouple of times.

46. Have you ever taken the shirt off your back to clean up a friends puked?
no, my friends usually find a toilet or bath tub in time

47. Puked in a friends car?
a no

48. Puked in a boyfriend/girlfriend's house?
zachs bath tub

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[02 Mar 2007|07:52am]


I totaled my car. because I'm an ASSHOLE WHO REAR-ENDS REALLY NICE LADYS.

last night i got really drunk, and it was fun. it would've been more fun...IF I DIDN'T FUCK UP MY CAR.

no, i wasnt drunk when i was in the accident. I got drunk after the accident. but can you really blame me? fuck you if you're answer is yes to that question.

but yeah. i love zach. tru dat.

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PARTY PARTY PARTYYY [08 Dec 2006|03:29pm]
ok so listen up everyone:

My Party is December 21st at 6. BE THERE!!

thank you for your time.

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party time [03 Dec 2006|10:05pm]
soo how does december 16th sound for a party?

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[30 Nov 2006|04:00pm]
so nothing is more refreshing than getting a call from your boss telling you that you dont have to come into work.

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[20 Nov 2006|10:14am]
ugh, i really dont want to go to class. my throat feels like sand paper.

Yesterday Dominic the christmas donkey came on the radio and it made me miss my sister.

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[24 Aug 2006|10:59am]
summer went by sooo fast. I worked way too much, it kinda sucks..oh well, its money. i start school on the 2nd, not really excited. I just can't wait till I transfer. I got my license, which is kinda exciting..i guess.

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[21 Jun 2006|04:10pm]

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